Well, what can I say ... Being married is great :). That's not the trial ... lol. In the last 4 months since our wedding we have experienced loss of a very special family member, surgery, and the latest ... cancer.
This last one I speak of is of my wife. This will probably be the focus of the next few entries as I try to find myself in the midst of it all.
This latest trial is certainly going to be one that challenges me on many levels. I can say with great certainty that this is the most difficult thing I have faced to date. I never thought I could hurt so much. I am emotionally drained at this point and am praying for strength.
It is so difficult to have that phone call come in and tell you that they found "abnormal cells." Like he wording makes it better or something. And on top of it having to deal with insensitive doctors.
The last part of this week was difficult also as I find myself now waiting on a report of biopsies ... it's nerve racking, especially right now. Let's pray that they all come back negative. I don't think I could handle that news as well as my wife's.
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