wow

Ok, so sometimes you just have these days ... lol. Lately though I think it's more common to have these days than not.

Last week my wife was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. I guess this week I'm up. After a few tests and finally some results getting to the doctor I actually got to see him at 2:00pm today. As I was checking in, I saw a results sheet from an abdominal ultrasound that I had just taken the day before ... I was thinking "boy that was fast." Then I saw the bottom of the sheet "Strongly recommend CT scan of abdomen and pelvis." ... Great!

It seemed like forever sitting in the exam room just thinking (Love my brain). So the doctor came in and introduced himself and started talking to me. I thought this was kind of a "regular" exam after an upper endo.

He started reading the results of the ultrasound out loud until he got to something like "pancreas" followed by some other words that I couldn't make out then "We'll have to look into that more ... " "Let's get a ct scan, are you allergic to dye?" Right about then I started to feel a little sinking feeling. Then of course he blurts out "looks like you're going to loose your gall bladder." Are you kidding me?

Wow, what a great day. Can I just worry about one thing at a time. I mean, being honest, my wife's cancer is much more than enough. I guess the whole "pancreas" thing freaks me out!!

My prayer:
The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever— do not abandon the works of your hands. Pslam 138:8

Thank you Lord for all that you have given me and continue to give me!

"… in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." - Romans 8:37-39